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Saturday, December 30, 2006

24.12.2006

woke up at 2pm today.. den prepare and went to hougang mall as i wanna do some engraving on the lighter which i bought for dear.. after tht went to haf my eyebrow trimmed.. den proceed to chiang kor kor de shop as i'm baking a fruit tart for dear.. was raining so damn heavily.. den took a cab down as i was in a hurry.. reached there at ard 6 plus.. chiang kor kor sae tht we bought the wrong kind of peaches.. so he asked li sheng to drive mi to parkway de giant and buy.. finish baking the tart at ard 11 plus.. coz got alot of customers came to buy durian and log cakes.. after tht went to 717 to pick dear up.. followed by xiao long and sherry jie jie.. went to geylang to haf our steamboat dinner.. xiao long damn di siao siao.. haha.. bth him.. he's full of craps.. alot of rubbish frm him.. lolz.. after tht went back to dear's place at ard 5 plus in the morning.. it's a memoriable day for mi.. the best xmas eve i've ever been through.. the way he hug mi to slp.. the way he hmmm the song tht his mummy sang to him when he was still a lil child.. everything seems so sweet to mi.. dear even applied off to accompany mi even though he didnt realli get to slp..


25.12.2006

went home at ard 2 plus in the afternoon.. as my dad cant contact mi coz my hp was damaged.. took a bath and went back to dear's place to look for him.. reached dear's place at 6 plus.. den we went to orchard.. tht's the 1st time we took bus together.. the 1st time we took mrt together.. everything seems sweeter den before.. went to alot of shops.. dear wanted to buy mi stuffs.. but i refused.. coz i noe his situation.. went to wisma and had our dinner.. mushroom noodle.. my favourite.. it was my last dinner wif dear.. coz he told mi he's going back to malaysia soon.. we haf to brk off.. i told him i dun wanna be separated frm him.. he asked mi when am i willing to let him go.. i just wanna tell him i dun wan and dun wished to let him go.. dear said why not we stop till today.. 25th of dec.. xmas.. heaven playing some kinda jokes on mi?? i dunno.. my 2006 xmas present?? a brk up frm dear?? i just controlled my tears.. coz i dun wanna let him see the weak sides of mi.. i wan him to remember my smiles.. and not my tears.. i dun wanna let him feel tht he've hurt mi.. in fact he did.. he sae "wo men mei you jie guo de".. to mi.. if realli "mei you jie guo".. den wadfor in the 1st place u wanted mi to be wif u.. u took mi to heaven and kicked mi to hell.. i noe ur reasons.. i noe ur parents need u.. but wad abt mi.. i need u too.. i need u as badly as they do.. i've always thought tht we'll be together till the end of our life.. but now.. things aint the same anymore.. u've left mi alone.. alone to face the problem.. alone in my own world.. i feel like killing myself.. my heart is so damn pain.. i noe u felt the same.. how can i tolerate.. how can i live my own life without u.. we've been through lotsa ups and down.. y not this time round.. every frends of mine sae tht our relationship will not last.. i wanna prove to them tht they are wrong.. i wanna treasure u wif my whole heart.. yet u wont gif mi a chance.. u asked mi to look for someone better.. u might as well kill mi.. let mi die.. so tht i wont feel the pain in my heart.. till now.. whenever i return home frm work.. whenever i take the lift.. i see the flashback of u sending mi home.. when i look out of my blk.. i see the flashback of u sitting at the bus stop.. chiang kor kor said u still care abt mi.. do u.. i wanna noe.. i've been changing.. changing my temper and attitude.. just hoping to save our relationship.. i dun care wad others sae.. wad others think.. i just wan u to noe tht i cant live without u.. i wan no one else but u.. do u noe how i feel.. do u think it's fair to mi.. or rather it's fair to us? i rather u treat mi abit nastier.. am i realli wrong.. i just wanna share ur joy and woes wif u.. am i realli wrong to do tht.. we're both deeply in love.. but y cant we be together.. wad are u afraid of? i'm willing to go through any hardship wif u.. i dun wanna see u so xin ku.. so trouble and worried.. i dun care wad others sae.. but i wan u to noe tht wo fang bu xia wo men de gan qing.. wo bu xiang he ni fen kai.. wo hen nan shou.. wo hen xin ku.. wo yao he ni tao bai tou.. can we start all over again.. tell mi if i'm wrong in anyway.. but dun gif up on mi.. dun ignore mi.. dun treat mi like tht.. i dun wanna brk off.. 19.08.06 the day u woo mi.. 25.12.06 the day u gif up on mi.. 26.12.06 --> i wanna haf u back to my side.. now it's my turn to woo u back.. dun push mi to other guys.. i dun wan any of them.. i just wan u.. i just wanna spend my life wif u.. i oni wan to be wif LIAO ZHEN ZHONG.. not anyone else.. do u noe how i feel.. just gif both of us another chance.. hao ma? ur the 1st guy tht i realli wanted to stay wif.. shall we go back to the past? i wan u back so badly.. my dear.. take mi wif u.. dun push mi away frm u.. bu yao fang qi wo hao ma?

laughed together at <33
4:30 AM
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The Gurl
Catherine;
Woshiwawa;
20;
23rd Jan 1987;
Attached;
Hougang;

Loves
her family;
her dear;
her punks;
her cuties frm clz BM;
her cosmetic;
her phone;
her hair;
being pampered like a princess by her prince;
dolling up;
k session;
sleeping;
watching sunset & sunrise;
nail arts;
online shopping;

Hates
being necglected;
restrictions;
backstabbers;
bitches;
being accussed ;
being alone;
darkness;
ghost;
no money;

Wishes
good results;
everlasting love wif her dear ;
more time to be wif dear ;
more money ;
more cosmetic ;
guess wallet ;
guess bag ;
car licence ;
more tops ;
sony ericsson k800i ;
to become a successful beautician or make up artist;

Memories
archives here.

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