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Saturday, November 25, 2006

finally back frm my cruise.. did really enjoy myself.. the food there were fantastic.. haha.. boarded the cruise on the 22nd.. after check-in.. went to our room to pack our stuffs.. den after tht proceed for our dinner.. haha.. after eating.. went to explore the cruise.. had our ktv session too.. it was so much damn expensive den singapore.. 30 bucks for 1 hour.. wtf.. and they didnt really update the songs.. no new songs.. they've oni got 2 pages of songs for us to choose.. haha.. after our ktv session.. wanted to go to the arcade to play.. but they were closing liao.. so bo bian lo.. went back to our room.. haha.. and guessed wad.. shirley fell down in the toilet.. lolz.. the most funny things was she fell down with her shorts undressed half way down her knee.. and she was kneeling down.. machiam praying like tht.. haha.. laugh till mad upon seeing her reaction.. haha.. after tht lights off.. didnt realli dared to slp.. those who noe mi well enough will noe.. and yes.. bingo.. i scare ghost.. lolz.. and am afraid tht the cruise would sink.. whaha.. watched too much titainic le bahz.. haha.. woke up at 7am the next morning.. went for our swim and jacuzzi session.. the water was so damn cold.. shirley was practially holding onto the railing.. haha.. bth sia.. the jacuzzi was so damn shiok.. but abit er xin.. coz got bangala smell.. i'm not being racist.. but realli.. qin sae the smell was so damn awuful.. haha.. swam for ard hr bahz.. den went back to our room for bath.. den went out for our lunch.. my dad and bro alight the cruise for the optional trip to KL.. while the rest of us stayed in the cruise.. went to the arcade.. haha.. played daytona throughout the whole afternoon.. haha.. think qin crazy for tht bahz.. she kept playing tht.. saying tht wheather we could pass our basic and final theroy would depend on tht.. lolz.. but i'm so damn fucking suay.. every car tht i chose.. halfway through the game.. the car will stuck down there.. nb.. so paiseh sia.. den there's this grp of chao ah lian.. so damn young oni.. i think ard 13 to 14 bahz.. so and spoil the gear.. cb.. the sight of them makes mi puke.. sucha disgrace to singapore.. keep diao-ing us.. wtf.. well.. forget abt them.. after tht we went for our tea break.. den proceed to our room for my nap while qin they all throw mi alone in the room.. heng they keep the light on.. haha.. arbo i sure scream when i wake up.. had my dinner at 6 plus.. after tht my dad and bro joined in as they've returned frm the trip.. after tht went to my parents room.. and the funny thing happened.. my bro and my sis kept going out of the room just to peep at the camp fire.. haha.. den the cute lady came chasing them.. just as i was abt to step out of the room.. some cb push open the door and rammed right onto mi.. the next moment.. i fell down to the floor.. nb.. i wanted to get up.. but tht stupid bro of mine simply kept pushing mi.. i was afraid tht he would step onto mi.. so i pulled his jeans to stop him frm running.. but he's so bastard.. he just jump over my body.. and the next moment.. shirley too fell down.. and this time she fell onto my left arm.. argh.. her body weight alone can squash my arm sehz.. haha.. and this fraggot qin was laughing like a humpty dumpty.. in fact my whole family were laughing like fuck.. tht includes mi.. den the lady kept knocking on our door.. inviting us to join in for the camp fire.. den this stupid qin open the door.. and the lady saw mi crawling up frm the floor.. think she was stunned bahz.. haha.. saw us laughing like fuck.. and there she was.. standing right in front of mi.. haha.. and qin told her i fell down.. idiot.. haha.. but nvm la.. we happy can liao.. lolz.. den after tht light off le.. woke up at 7 on the 3rd day.. went for our breakfast.. den after tht went ard to get our pictures taken.. den went back to our room to get our stuffs packed.. after tht check out le.. we were practically eating and slping while we were on the cruise.. haha.. can sae gain more weight le.. lolz.. didnt really felt tht happy though.. so near yet so far.. was hoping tht he'll sms mi.. but nope.. none at all.. am i the one tht's making a big fuss.. or is he the one tht have changed.. there were so many times tht i actually wanted to call him to tell him how much i miss him.. but i just cant bring myself to make the call.. i dunno wad to sae to him.. i dunno wad to ask.. everything seems to be changing.. there's this big gap between us.. sometimes i really wants a breakup since i dun haf any confident in this relationship.. not i dun trust him.. it's just simply i need some sense of security frm him.. alot of times i realli felt tht he dun care for him.. during my trip.. i nv receive any call or sms frm him.. am i the one tht had been changing?? i dun think so.. i just wanna go back to the past.. or should i sae we shouldnt be together in the first place.. guess oni qin noe how i feel..

*wo men de ai hai zai ma.. hai ke yi hui dao cong qian ma.. shi bu shi yi qie dou yi jing jie shu le.. gao su wo ni hai ai wo.. gao su wo ni hai xu yao wo.. gao su wo ni bu hui li kai wo.. ru guo zhen de bu ai wo.. gao su wo.. bu yao pian wo.. wo hui shi zhe qu jie shou.. wo hui fang ni zou =(

laughed together at <33
3:57 AM
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