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Friday, July 07, 2006

06.07.2006

today is bear de birthday.. haha.. woke up at 4pm.. den mit salena.. kevin.. xuan.. belinda and of coz our favourite ah di.. lolz.. actualli wanted to mit belinda and xuan for our ktv session.. but mi and salena wake up late.. lolz.. den straight away meet them at parkway lo.. was supposed to mit them at 7pm sharp.. but i'm 1 hr late.. lolz.. coz spend lotsa time making up and dressing.. lolz.. coz wanna mit bear mahz.. den when reach parkway le.. went to the cave to haf dinner.. but i nv eat anything.. coz wanna bao chi zui jia zuang tai.. lolz.. later eat le got tummy not nice liaoz ma.. lolz.. den after tht wanna go giant find him.. but i shy and scare ma.. den belinda and xuan accompany mi while salena kevin and ah di go shopping.. at first cant find bear.. tot he went home le.. rather disappointed.. den saw the silkpro de promoter shu fen.. asked her if she noe bear not.. den she sae bear work till 11pm.. den ask mi wanna gif him present izzit.. lolz.. den shy ma.. wanna ask her to pass to bear on my behalf.. but xuan and belinda sae pass it to him myself seems more sincere.. den nvm lo.. after tht went to find salena they all.. told them bear missing liao.. lolz.. den they playing with the pc game.. after tht went to the toilet wif belinda.. den when we come out tht time belinda saw bear.. haha.. den we follow him behind.. coz cannot run ma.. my skirt keep dropping as i forgotten to wear my belt.. den belinda sae bear like looking for us.. coz he keep looking to his left and right side.. den after following him.. we came across a point whereby i tot we lost track of him liaoz.. den i look back again.. saw him walking towards us.. haha.. at tht point of time.. i'm freaking scare.. already trembling liao.. haha.. as he walk nearer.. i called him.. den gave him the present.. den he asked mi i came all the way here to parkway just to pass him the present only?? haha.. i'm so nervous tht i dunno wad to sae.. haha.. i'm smiling to him all the way.. haha.. den he sae if he take den bu hao yi si.. but i sae nvm mahz.. coz his birthday ma.. one yr one time oni.. lolz.. den he like dun dare take coz he shy oso.. wanna shake hand wif him but i scare till my hand keep tremble.. den nv lo.. lol.. den he disturb belinda why she nv gif him.. lolz.. but joking only nahz.. den he smile to mi and thanked mi for the present.. and guess wad.. his face was all red.. lolz.. so cute rite.. den after tht he went off to work.. and i notice he's smiling happily.. tot i would nv haf the chance to see the sweet smile of his anymore.. but i did it today.. lolz.. belinda they all sae i'm kinda silly.. coz they sae bear is like hinting mi to ask him out.. but i nv ask.. haiz.. fiak manz.. always messed up every chance de.. oso dunno wad i'm doing.. haha.. nvm.. still got other chance de bahz.. after passing bear his present.. went to buy salena and kevin stuff.. just as they're to make payment.. my hp ring.. got message.. guess wad.. it's him.. he messaged mi a word "thanx".. wanted to reply him de.. but scare later disturb him coz he working mahz.. although it's oni a few alphabets.. but to mi.. it means more den anything else.. ppl might laugh at mi for my sillyness.. to mi.. it will always be my memory.. and oso a sweet memory.. den slacked at mc for awhile.. after tht went to bedok lo.. den went home at 2 plus in the morning.. when i'm in the cab.. i kept thinking if just now i really asked him out.. will he really go out wif mi.. kinda regret not asking him.. coz weeks before his birthday.. did actualli planned to ask him out by hook or by crook.. in the end.. dun dare to ask.. haiz.. stupid mi.. he loves singing.. salena sae can ask him go kbox.. coz it's oni opposite parkway parade de building.. but wad's done is done.. really wish i can turn back the time.. hope the next time i can realli ask him out sia.. thinking back.. ytd i called him a few times.. den one guy picked up the call but sae i call wrong no.. at tht point of time.. i'm kinda angry.. coz i tot he wanna play a fool wif mi.. or avoid mi.. actualli got alot of things to sae to him.. but i tot he wanna avoid mi.. den i nv gif him the card.. haha.. stupid mi.. until today den i noe he change hp no le.. but still i'm super happy.. when u change no.. all ur contacts will be gone.. but he still makes the effort to save my no.. haha.. i tot he'll nv save my no.. but he actualli did it.. i'm so happy.. lolz.. i'm so happy tht when i reached home.. i cant slp sia.. think i slept at ard 9am.. lolz.. den keep looking at the sms.. feel so happy sia.. haha.. wadever it is.. i just wanna apologise to him for my stupid thinking and keep scolding him for nth.. bear.. i'm so so sorry.. didnt mean it.. coz i'm so afraid tht he would ignore mi and scare tht he'll avoid mi.. lolz.. qin ask mi next week ask him go ktv wif us.. but i dunno if he will agree not.. hahaa.. coz he beri shy de.. think he wont like the idea bahz.. haha.. hope he'll realli like the present.. coz when i'm buying tht lighter.. i kept thinking wheather to buy this design or the other design.. coz the price range is damn big diff.. scare he wont like it.. but in the end.. i chose the 109 bucks lighter.. the one with the skull at the bottom and the hand at the top.. den i oso went to bugis wif salena to find those cute lil box.. paper bag and oso card for him.. haha.. realli spend lotsa time finding those stuffs and decorating it.. the 1st time in my life whereby i feel i'm beri xi xin.. haha.. but think he'll like it bahz.. coz he like zippo lighter.. and the design realli suits him beri well.. lolz.. well.. blog again another day bahz.. i'll miss him alot.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAR

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12:54 PM
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